Private to self I still can't believe that he did something like that to me. I mean, I loved him! With all of my heart and soul. And yet he still went ahead and threw all of that out the window just to sleep with some other girl. It hurts. And it had hurt ever since we got divorced. I just don't know if I'll be able to get over it...
Private to friends and family I'm coming back to La Push. Hawaii just isn't home for me anymore.